Message Monday: “Send me a man” / “Who will go out for us?”

Warrior Poets of Faith: (1 Samuel 17 / Isaiah 6)

Many are familiar with the story of David and Goliath.  David, the young boy who defeated the Philistine champion Goliath.  Goliath was a warrior for the Philistine army and David was the Warrior Poet of God.

As I read the story I can picture in my minds eye, the army of Israel on one mountain top and the army of the Philistines on the other, with valley in between them.  I can see Goliath as he comes out to defy the army Israel.  As he challenges the warriors of Israel to come out and fight him.  I can see the warriors of Israel as the cower down and are terrified.

For forty days Goliath would come and challenge and defy the army of Israel.  He would shout “give me a man and let us fight each other”.  Day in and day out, for forty days, Goliath, this giant, this warrior, this champion of Gath would come out and yell “give me a man!”

But none of the warriors from Israel accepted the challenge, they were terrified, they were afraid of this giant.  These warriors who had seen the mighty hand of God move and give them victory, these warriors who knew about all the things that God had done for them, coward down and would not go and face the giant.

In our society today, we face many giants.  Giants that frighten us, giants that challenge us, giants that appear to be invisible.  The giants mock us, they defy the army of God and they, like Goliath, challenge us, “send me a man!”  Yet we who serve the one true God cower down, we run from the challenge and the chance to defeat the giant.  The giant in our lives, the giants in our communities and the giants in our churches mock us, “send me a man!”

As these giants yell out their challenge, God is also calling out His people.  “who will go out for us?” (Isaiah 6:8) God is calling out for a man, for a woman, for a Warrior Poet to go and face the giants of our day.  In 1 Samuel 17 the Warrior Poet David answered the call.  David slew the giant of his day and now in 2018 God is calling out for new Warrior Poets to slay the giants of our day.

So as the giant yells out in mockery, “send me a man”, God is calling out for His Warrior Poets, “who will go out for us?”

Will you answer the call?  Will I answer the call?  Or will we be like the warriors of Israel and cower down?


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The Clipboard (Are you known in Hell)

The Clipboard

ASSIGNMENT:  Read Acts 19 

BRIEFING:  As we do our tour of duty there are often times people that we know quite well.  Those are the people that often times we deal with on a regular basis, the “frequent flyers”.  We have dealt  with them a plethora of times and often times on different types of calls.  Well, believe it or not those in society also remember and know certain officers that they have dealt with.  Some maybe in a positive note and others in a not so positive note.  However, people are known by us and we are known by people. 

THE STREET:  In the book of Acts chapter 19 the Apostle Paul was performing many miracles in the city of Ephesus as he proclaimed the gospel of Christ there.  One of the things that Paul was doing was casting out evil spirits.  A group of Jews who were the sons of Sceva, a person who identified himself as a Jewish priest went around from town to town casting out evil spirits.  They tried to use the name of Jesus while doing this saying “in the name of Jesus who Paul preaches, come out!”  On this one occasion the evil spirit spoke back saying “ I know Jesus, and I know Paul, but who are you?”  The evil spirit then attacked the young men, battering them causing them to run away from the house.

The evil spirits were proclaiming that they knew Jesus, because of Jesus’s divinity, of course Jesus is the one who created everything and defeated hell, death and the grave.  They were acquainted with Paul as a servant of Jesus because of the impact that Paul was having for the kingdom of God.  Paul was causing havoc in this spiritual war, and many were coming to Christ and many evil spirits were being cast out.  Paul as a servant of Christ was a threat to the kingdom of hell, to the enemy, to the evil in this world.  So, these evil spirits were acquainted with him, they knew who he was.

Some officers are well known in their community, they have made a positive impact in the community.  They are well known by the criminal element of society because of the impact they have had on crime.

However, my question to all officers of faith is: are you known by the enemy (Satan)?  Do you have a spiritual impact on your community, or in the area that you work in, that the enemy knows you. Would the enemy say “Jesus I know and (Insert your name) I know, but who are you”. Or would you be the “who are you” of this verse? 

OFFICER SAFETY:  We need to ask ourselves do I have a spiritual impact on my community, on my place of employment?  What would the devil say about your life?  Do they know you like they know Jesus and knew the Apostle Paul.  Does the evidence of your life lead the way to Christ thus making the enemy notice you.

INVESTIGATIVE RESOURCES:  Romans 12:22, Galatians 1:10, Matthew 22:37, 2 Corinthians 5:17, Matthew 6:33, Matthew 6:24, Mathew 7:21-23



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Radical Christianity

Being a follower of Christ is not for the faint of heart.  However, you would never know that today.  You see we have taken Christianity and have made it into a moderate religion, which is just what the world likes.  However, Christianity in its purest form is a radical relationship with Jesus Christ.  It is radical in every sense of the word.  It is radical in love for God and love for others.

It is radical in that God became a man a dwelt among us.  It is radical in that God loves us so much that He sacrificed His one and only Son so that we can spend eternity with Him.  It is radical that Jesus not only died for our sins, but He rose from the dead on the third day.

It is radical in that Jesus said that in order for us to be his disciple we must take up our cross and follow Him.  He said that whoever wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life will find it.  (Matthew 16:24)

It is radical in that Jesus said that not only is murder wrong, but being angry with your brother and sister is wrong.  Not only is adultery wrong, but looking at someone and lusting after them is wrong.  It is radical in that Jesus said that we should love our enemies and pray for those who persecute us.

It is radical in that Jesus wants all of you and not just a part.  He doesn’t desire for us to follow Him half heartily.  He says that we must deny ourselves, we must give everything we have and are to Him, we must sacrifice ourselves as a living sacrifice to Him.

It is radical in that we must not only be willing to die for Him, we must be willing to live for him.  Pure Christianity is radical in that it Loves.  It loves those that are un-loveable, it loves those that are broken, and it loves those that are living in sin.  It loves all people, no matter of race, creed, or sexual orientation.

It is radical in that it is the ONLY way to heaven.  It is radical in that we MUST, (it is not an option) love God with ALL our heart, with all our soul, and with all our mind and we MUST love everyone, as much as we love ourselves.

We have taken this radical relationship with Christ and have made it into a moderate religion then we wonder why the world is the way that it is.  We are more interested in being accepted by the world, applauded by the world and being friends with the world that we have become just like the world.

Being radical means that you are very different from the usual or the traditional.  It means to be extreme.  The world doesn’t need another usual or traditional religion. It needs a radical relationship with the person who turned this world right side up, JESUS.

Be radical for Jesus!

#TellTheWorld #LiveLove #JesusIsTheOnlyWay #JesusSaves #RadicalForJesus

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I Found Jesus! (My story)

At the age of 16 I found Jesus, and my life has never been the same.  My first 16 years of my life brought me to the point to where I was ready to except the One who died for me.  Those years were filled with a plethora of hurt, confusion, and just plain being lost.  Now that’s not to say that I have no good memories, because I do but it was all these things combined that led me to find Jesus.

Most people don’t know that I was growing up in a migrant family, there were seven of kids and my mom and dad.  I don’t remember much of those days but I know that we traveled to different states working in the fields.  I remember that both of my parents were very hard working people and did their best to provide for us kids.

When I was three years old my dad died leaving my mother to raise seven children on her own.  I cannot imagine what it must have felt like for my mom.  To have lost the love of her life (they had been together since they were both very young) and to be left with seven kids.  I’m sure she went through a myriad emotions mourning the loss of my father and wondering how she would be able to provide for seven children.  It must have been difficult but none the less she managed.

A short time after my father passed away we moved to Marion.  I remember living at 10th and Branson for a short time and then moving to a house at 30th and Branson then eventually moving to 2708 S. Gallatin, were I lived for most of my childhood.

Of course a single mom with seven kids, life was difficult for us.  We weren’t rich and didn’t have an abundance of money but mom worked hard and provided the necessities of life.  We always had a roof over our head, food on the table and cloths to wear.

Growing up without a father was difficult, but I had older brothers to look up to and that is what I did.  I always struggled with my identity, who was I, why was I here and what is my life all about were often times questions that filtered through my mind.

While growing up, I was often times confused, lonely and never felt excepted.  Now don’t take me wrong, I knew my mother loved me and I always felt excepted by my family, but it was the issue that many kids go through.  Being excepted by your peers.  I often times didn’t feel good enough, or rich enough to be excepted.  I will always remember the times that I would be made fun of because maybe I didn’t have the popular shoes, the popular clothing or the popular games. So I tried to forge my own image and my own way.

Now there are things that I did that I am not proud of and to some it may not seem that bad, but the road it was leading me down was nothing but trouble.  I remember starting off stealing cigarettes from my parents and smoking them at a very young age.  You see I wanted to be cool so this is what I did.  I remember the first time I ever smoked a joint (marijuana) I was in the sixth grade.  It was at that time that I felt as if I was cool because other kids my age were not doing that.

A significant thing that happened to me was something that I will never forget.  I was walking home from school, I was in 6th grade, and as me and my friends walked through this field, the owner of the field began yelling at us to get off his property.  Of course, trying to be cool I began to yell back at him and started cussing at him.  I’ll never forget what happened next,  he grabbed me by my shoulders and looked me dead in the eyes and he told me that I would never amount to anything, that I was nothing but a piece of “shit” and I would be in jail by the time I was eighteen.

These words he said penetrated my most inner being, and I believed every word he said about me.  From that day forward I felt as if my path had been set and I would never amount to much.  There was no hope for me so I started living my life the way it had been described to me.

I was confused, not knowing where to go in my life, so I looked at my brothers and although they were much older, I began to pattern my life after them.  By the time I was in eighth grade I was already doing things that the kids in high school or college were doing.  I was drinking, smoking and using marijuana.  There were even times when I would go to school drinking.  My life was going downhill just as that man had predicted.

In order to make some money I began to steal candy from the store and selling it at school.  I remember some kids bragging about doing drugs so I remember stealing cold medicine and selling to kids as if the cold medicine was “speed”.  I also remember breaking open packages of Lipton Tea, rolling it up like a joint and selling to some of the kids at school.  I couldn’t fit in so I tried to be the bad kid, the tough kid, and the kid who would prove that man right.

My heart was hardening, even at that young age.  Fighting was no big deal to me, you see my brothers were tough, they were drinking smoking, doing drugs and I wanted to be just like them.  So I started to go down that road.  I don’t blame my brothers for my choices, because they were my choices, I chose to do what I did.

By the time I reached 9th grade I had a little bit of reputation.  My best friend’s mother hated the fact that he hung around me.  I was a “bad influence” on him.  But still, we were best friends and we did everything together.  He was the money man (he had a paper route) and I had the connections so we made a good team.

During this whole time however there was always a war waging within me.  I was confused, not knowing where my life was going or were I wanted it to go.  I felt that I was destined for failure because of what I was told in that field, but I was always hoping for something better.

While I was growing up we were Catholic and would go to church every once in a while.  I did my communion in the Catholic church and was at one time an alter boy.  Also, while growing up we were often times visited by a Mennonite pastor and we would sometime go to his church.

However, church was never a big part of my life, until the day I found Jesus.  So here I was, a young, confused, lonely boy searching to be accepted, and loved.  Being told that my life was worthless and believing it.  My life was headed down the wrong road and unless something happened I would end up in jail.

However, God has a plan.  He used my best friend’s mother to reach me, and she probably doesn’t even know it.  You see she was a Christ follower and she would make her kids go to church.  One Saturday she made my best friend go to church so he asked me to go with him.  Of course I said no until he bribed me.  I owed him some money for some weed so he told me that if I went with him I wouldn’t have to pay him the money back.  I thought well that is a good way to get out of paying a debt.  So I told him I would go.

It was a youth service and the youth group was a decent size group with plenty of girls.  I had remembered being told that if you wanted an easy girl, to hook up with a church girl because some of them can be pretty wild.  So I made a bet with my friend, that I would be able to “hook” up with one of these church girls.

So that is why I started to go to church, because of the girls.  It started with going to youth service on Saturday and then I started going on Sunday morning, Sunday Night and Wednesday night.  I was determined to win my bet with my friend.

One Wednesday, my friend and I talked about going to church, and at the last minute we decided to go, hoping that we could talk to some of the girls there.  God had a different plan, the girls we were trying to talk to were not there and we had taken the bus to church so we stayed for the service.

I will never forget that service.  Pastor Jerrell Gallaway was preaching and he preached about the end times and the rapture of the church.  During his sermon he yells that rapture can happen this quick and he smacked the podium and the lights went on and off.  I looked at my friend, and he looked at me.  I can honestly say that I was scared, I did not want to miss the rapture, I did not want to spend eternity in hell, I did not want to be unprepared for the judgement.  Pastor Gallaway gave the alter call and asked if we were ready.  I knew I wasn’t, I knew my life was a mess and I had never accepted Christ.  I knew that if I was to die that day that I would spend eternity in hell or if the rapture was to take place, I would be left behind.

I raised my hand, and then he asked those that raised their hands to come forward.  I sat there, my heart was beating fast, my hands were wet with sweat, and I felt this tugging.  I went forward that night and prayed the sinner’s prayer.  I asked Jesus to forgive me of my sins and to come into my heart.

As I knelt there, Jesus took this lost, confused and hurting boy and he rescued me.  He rescued me from the path that I was going.  He gave my life purpose, He gave me hope, and he transformed my life.

At the age of 16 I found Jesus and my life has never been the same.

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My Struggles, I give them to You

I strive to follow you every day of my life,

But there’s war waging in me, so much conflict and strife

The old man, the new man, they are always at odd

It feels like my life is just a façade

An outward appearance of good I portray,

But the sin in my life brings shame to your name

Help me, please help me, I can’t do this alone,

But sometimes I feel like I’m all on my own

As a deer pants for the water, my soul longs after you

To live holy and righteous is what I desire to do

To bring glory and honor to the One who gave me new life

To live for my Savior with all of my might.

But those struggles are still there, between the old and the new

I can’t overcome them on my own, so I give them to You.

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Racism or Choiceism

I am a minority and as a minority in this country, I know of and have experienced issues with racism.  Racism exist and will always exist, not only in our Republic, but it will and does exist worldwide.

As I sit and ponder the issue of the minority communities in America I have to ask the question.  What is the major issue facing minority communities?  Is racism the most prominent factor as to why so many people in minority communities struggle or is it other factors?

In our Republic all citizens are protected with certain unalienable rights and these rights have been placed into our constitution.  With this in mind, the system which is in place has given everyone an opportunity to succeed.  I realize that success may be more difficult for certain groups of people, yet the Constitution allows for the success of all.  This is evident in the fact that we now have a President who is black. We have minorities that sit in places of power and who are very successful in business, entertainment, athletics, government and other areas of our country.

Knowing that there is a plethora of minorities who are successful, makes me ask the question:  why do we have so many minorities that are successful and so many that are not?  If racism is so prominent in our nation and our government is so oppressive wouldn’t it be oppressive to all people of color?  How can we have a black man as President, the most powerful man in the world, if this country is so racist and oppressive?

So is racism the most prominent factor in the plight of minorities or is it their choices (choiceism)?

Choices we make affect our lives.  They affect us in the present but they also affect us in the future.  Now grant it, I realize that some choices for some people are easier to make and I realize that the environment someone grows up in can and does have an impact on the choices that are made.  However, at the end of the day the choice (s) belong to the individual.  The individual chooses how they will act, how serious they will take their education, how hard they will work.  It is the individual who chooses whether or not they will obey the laws.  The individual chooses whether or not he or she will put emphasis on their faith, their family and their job.  It is the individual who chooses.

The problems that perplex the minority communities can be solved by the choices we as minorities make.  Racism, although it exists and does happen, it is often times used as an excuse.  You see, it is easier to blame a racist country then to take personal responsibility for where you are at in life.  Choice is about personal responsibility, it is about taking your life and making it what you want it to be.  The choices you make in life can often times overcome any racism that is out there because the vast majority of this country are good people, going to work, taking care of their families and just living life.

My life experience has shown me that a kid who lost his father at the age of three, with six siblings, was raised by a single mother for many years, who grew up without many of the luxuries of life can make it in this country.  Even though racism exist my life experience has shown me that it can be overcome with the choices an individual makes.  Although I may not be the most successful person in the world, I’m not the most intelligent, I’m not the richest (by worldly standards) I believe that I have been successful.  I work, have my own home, raised my kids and I am doing well.  This success came not by what others did and said, but it came because of the choices I made, the hard work that I put in.

So to my brothers and sisters in the minority community, I implore you to teach our children to make better choices.  Teach our children to value faith, family, education, hard work, the rule of law and respect for each other and our fellowman.  If we, as minorities put more emphasis on choiceism we will have a bigger impact on the lives of our own communities.

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Hitting the Target

cropped-me-with-m16.jpgThe closer you are to a target, the easier it is to hit it..

One of my favorite pastimes is to go target shooting.  I have noticed, and most shooters will tell you that the closer you are to the target the easier it is to hit the target.  I may not always hit the bullseye but I miss a lot less.

When you juxtapose Christianity and target shooting you will see the similarities.  In Christianity, just like in target shooting, the closer you are to the target the easier it is to hit the target.  You see sin is nothing more than missing the mark (target)

We all struggle with missing the target (sin) in our walk with Christ so the way to correct that is to get closer to the target.  Getting closer to Jesus (target) doesn’t necessarily mean that you will never sin, but it does mean that you can miss the mark a lot less.

If there are areas in your life that you struggle with,  areas in which you are missing the mark, then get closer to Jesus.

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My Coffee Cup

Like many people this morning I came into work and of course one of the first things I had to do was get a cup of coffee.  Of course for me, unlike others, one cup of coffee is normally all I drink.  So I sat my stuff down by my desk and I saw my coffee cup sitting on my desk.  As I picked up my cup I noticed that the outside of the cup was nice and clean (spotless), however the inside of the cup was dirty with yesterday’s coffee stains.  Now before people think that I am gross, when I finish my morning coffee I normally just sit my coffee cup down on my desk and I do not wash it.  However I do wash it the next morning before I put my new coffee in it.

As I looked at the cleanliness of my coffee cup (the outside), and then how dirty it was on the inside, I thought to myself how this sometimes reflects our lives.  Many of us go around making sure that the outside of our cup looks clean.  We act the right way, say the right things, we often times act like everything thing is going great, but the reality of the matter is that the inside of our coffee cup is stained with yesterday’s stuff, and it’s often times dirty.

I thought about how much work we put into making sure that everything is nice, neat and clean on the outside but we often time neglect the inside.  Just like the inside of our coffee cup the inside of our lives are often time stained with sin and everyday life, yesterday’s coffee.

So as I took my coffee cup to get it refilled, I washed the inside of the cup to remove the stains and filth.  Isn’t that what we should do daily with our lives?  We get up every day and make sure that the outside of our lives (outside of the cup) is clean, but how often do we make sure that the inside of our lives (inside the cup) is clean.

The Psalmist David said “Wash away all my iniquity and cleanse me from my sin” (Psalms 51:2 NIV)

“Scrub away my quilt, soak out my sins in your laundry”. (Psalms 51:2 Message Bible)

Just like the water cleaned out the inside of my coffee cup this morning, God can help you in cleaning the inside of your life.  Let God scrub away your guilt and soak out your sins in His laundry, so that both the inside and outside of our coffee cup can be clean.



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Never Be Forgotten

To all the families who have lost a loved one.  We have this Hope that we will see them again.

Never be forgotten

(c) 2014

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Unsaved Jesus

To many in Christianity and the Church Jesus would not be saved.

Unsaved Jesus

The One we call our Savior wasn’t accepted by the religious people of his day

He wasn’t good enough, spiritual enough; basically Jesus to them was unsaved

His friends were tax collectors, prostitutes and fishermen

He worked on the Sabbath, he dined with sinners, He broke their traditions time and time again

He showed compassion to the sinners, whom He loved and did not condemn

But to those standing there, If you are without sin, you throw the first stone, is how he challenged them

By their standards Jesus was unsaved, he didn’t look like them, didn’t dress like them, He didn’t abide by their rules

He said he was here for the sinners, for those who are sick, and for that, they thought he was a fool

The churches now are like the religious people of Jesus day, they create their own rules

They preach them, they love them, they condemn you if you don’t abide by them, they hold on to them like precious jewels

If Jesus was to come to earth today and do what He did in the past, the church would not give Him praise

They would look down on him, they would criticize Him, they would say He isn’t saved

Because He would hangout with sinners and those shunned by the church

He would accept the unacceptable and love them, unlike those up on their religious perch

They wouldn’t approve the places he would hang out, and the things He would do through the day

To the church we have now, Jesus would be unsaved.

I’m not saying that all churches and all Christians are this way,

But I want to challenge every Christian to be like the Jesus who wasn’t saved

Pour out His love to all, no matter who they are, or where they’ve been

Because the Unsaved Jesus would love them regardless of their sin.

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